… Growing and Changing!
So today was the last day of school and there’s only one year left for me. Yes, ONE year of school, for me it’s insane and while I’m super exited to start my “real” life (you know, study, work, travel, eventually fall in love if not with a human then with a dog and all that adult stuff) but also super afraid of what’s next (like what am I going to study or work).
I feel like I haven’t grown enough to make these huge life decisions and live on my own in the future. Well, I still have one year (actually, about two months till my 18th Birthday) to grow and maybe be better at deciding.
I see my friends developing and knowing what they want to study or work or stuff, they have boyfriends and full on plans how they want to live their lifes and I’m just here stuck.
I want to be passionate about what I do and I don’t feel like I found the right thing for me, yet, and I’m scared that I’ll won’t find it in a year.
So in these holidays I really want to take time to wrap my head around where and how I want to travel after the next year and more importantly what I’m going to study and where. Not only that, so I talked about me rethinking stuff concerning the environment and my impact on our earth and nature and that’s why I’m also going to plan what things I can swap to live more conscious and reduce the waste I’m producing.
Unfortunately, I have a lot, like A LOT, school stuff to do so there won’t be that much time for these plans but I hope I can make enough time for it.
On a happier note, I will also go on a one-week-long trip to London right at the beginning of my holidays and although I’ve been there before two years ago I’m so exited to get there again, yes yes yes, London is calling. I will totally blog about it!!!
XOXO KassiopeiaFollow my blog with Bloglovin