I’m bloody 17 now, isn’t that amazing and ooolllldddd? And only one year left to finally grow up, that’s not enough time!!! Not for me, anyway, I don’t think my whole lifetime will be long enough for me to get an adult.
To be honest, I’m actually quite scared to get 18, I know, it’s just a number, but it is THE number. I gonna be responsible for myself not my parents anymore and I have to get my shit together, plan my future and that is indeed scary. Hell no, one year is not enough. Can I have back my childhood, please? I probably won’t feel any different next year, but now I can’t even imagine it. Study, find a job, fall in love, get kids, parenting and act mature and all in one life, I don’t know how my parents have managed to have all of that at the same time, real heroes. I hope I will be able to be such an hero one day and congrats if you are already doing this heroic deed!!! I feel like the time just went veeerrryyyy fast and I don’t know where. I need to pick something I wanna do for the rest of my life and what if I pick the wrong job for me? Will I be unhappy forever or what? At the moment, I’m learning to drive and I can’t believe that either, every time I sit in the car, I think ”What are you doing here? You’re sitting in a bloody car, what the heck?!?”. It’s childish, isn’t it? I can’t help getting anxious about it, any tips? In exact one year I gonna write another post, let’s see what is happening in the future.
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